Thursday, January 12, 2006

the trauma ends!!



yup, finally my childhood's trauma ends! imagine this! in front of not too much people, but enough to make u embarrassed, under the spotlights, among bules, in the middle of nowhere (do any of u know where viljandi, estonia is? bet u don't!!), i overcome my biggest trauma, the only childhood trauma i ever had. i have never been molested (thank U Lord!), i've never been beaten up, strangled, committed suicide, brutally abused when i was a child. but i've been embrassingly expelled from a dance group after weeks of practicing, hours of working hard, seconds of sweating, cause of my stiff body. thanks to this male sport teacher (don't mean to be sexist, but...) who without any mercy said that "the dance is good, except sari" in front of my group. damn teacher!! stupid, narrow-minded, pig-headed, big ass, mr no-good teacher!! it's a good thing i forgot your name! okay okay, back to that viljandi thing. finally, after almost 15 years, i show it to him! i show it that i can do it! i show it that i'm good at it! i show it that i can dance saman!! eat that, u motherf****r!!

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